Today, prayers all around

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Today I’m praying for love and grace and healing of all varieties to infuse the circles in which I live and move. A family member will be undergoing surgery. A good friend’s husband will be having an operation for cancer. Two people I love will be battling in court. I’m thinking also of an aquaintance I care about who is hospitalized. And a dear friend who has been waiting far too long for a new employer to call and say “we want you”; maybe today’s the day.

[Here is space to acknowledge all your “todays,” dear readers.]

I like this little “caim” prayer, a prayer of surrounding, from the Celtic Daily Prayer bookYou personalize it within the parentheses. The prayer in the book is longer, but this is the beginning and really, sufficient in itself to carry along on a day of needs.

Circle (name), Lord.
Keep (grace; comfort; hope; or?) near
and (discouragement; despair; danger; or?) afar.
Keep (love; peace; health; or?) within
and (turmoil; anxiety, illness; or?) out.

Amen.

 

What writing requires

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In Irving Stone’s biographical novel of Michelangelo, The Agony and the Ectasy, there is the line: “Inside himself he had to grow as his sculpture grew and matured.” Each sculpture required not just time but his own internal growth. I think it’s that way with writing. Not necessarily the writing of blog posts, which will move off a blog’s front page within a week or a month’s time, but the writing of work that both stands on its own and stands the test of time. This kind of writing needs the writer to attend to it daily or nearly so. 

It seems to me that if I go more than about three days without attending to a piece of writing, key connections about that piece that have been forming in my brain, even without being aware of it, become lost, conferring a much greater setback to the project than the question, Now where was I?, might reveal. But the line about Michelangelo takes the need for regular and ongoing attention a deep step further. 

The lasting kind of writing requires the writer and the work to grow simultaneously. If the writer isn’t spending time with the work, then she can’t grow along with it and it can’t grow and mature with her, no matter how many tweaks or edits are made.

I think about this ideal as my calendar fills and my other “noncreative” writing work (although hopefully still creative in a sense) also requires time and attention to become something solid and good. It feels like an unattainable ideal, but the value in such an ideal is that it keeps you striving after it in at least some capacity. I assume this tension is there for anyone pursuing a creative endeavor. Even reading a book that has formative potential can take that kind of daily attention and growth.

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Science needs wonder – don't we all?

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Believe it or not, the junior/senior high school that my sons went to graded on “sense of wonder.” Realistically, no one expects a seventh-grade boy to score too high in this regard, but by ninth grade the expectation is that this sense should be observable and growing, and by senior year, it had better be a palpable driving force. The theory behind taking the temperature of each young man and woman’s growing sense of educated wonder is that it is wonder that will keep him or her learning and discovering when teachers and transcripts no longer require it. Wonder will keep them pushing back the boundaries of what has been done or known by themselves or others, to go further and deeper, to uncover yet more in every realm.

Last month the New Statesman carried an article, “Why science needs wonder,” by Philip Ball, author of the soon-to-be published Curiosity: How Science Became Interested in Everything.I hadn’t realized that "wonder" has historically been a controversial attribute, with a past false dichotomy between the kind of wonder that makes you curious and sends you exploring and the kind that makes you awed and speechless. In elegant fashion, Ball argues that science needs poetry and not just objective inquiry.

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Jennifer Egan's "A Visit from the Goon Squad"

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Egan’s writing in A Visit from the Goon Squad is powerful, which should come as no surprise given it earned her the Pulitzer Prize. The story and its delivery kept me turning the pages. But when I finished the last page, I felt unsatisfied. 

I did care about the characters, well a couple of them, just as the Chicago Tribune’s blurb on the book’s back cover suggested that a reader would. They were a mess, all of them, but Egan’s writing helped connect their mess to the universal mess somewhere inside all of us: inadequacy, loneliness, heartbreak, bad habits, rejection, failure. Read it and understand more about the pain your neighbor may be carrying, or the people on the bus on your way to work, or you yourself. I heard Steven Pinker speak last fall, and he made the claim that there is less violence in our culture today (hard to believe yes, but he showed statistics in support of this statement) in part because fiction has given us a greater capacity to empathize. This book could be one that does that. The chapters go backwards in time, time being the “goon squad” in the title, then forward and sideways before back again. The threads of pain and human connection weave back and forth, in turn, in a believable and nearly instructive way. Here at timepoint A is what explains timepoint X, and why so and so is the way she is and you really do care and want to know. On the other hand, at multiple points in the book, I had the strong urge to say to one or more of the characters in a very parental no-nonsense tone, Stop making so many bad choices!

The book’s own blurb on the back cover promised redemption. That promise didn’t deliver, in my opinion, unless the redemption is of the passive variety--we all grow up; time heals all wounds; things work out in the end--as if Julian of Norwich’s famous assertion that “all shall be well, all shall be well, and all manner of things shall be well” could just as easily been written by a greeting card employee as by a woman immersed in the life of faith in God. Time seemed to be the only force affecting change in Egan’s characters. I prefer redemption of the active variety, not the passive progressionist variety. To claim the existence of redemption in a story should require at the very least the existence and action of one or more of the typical vehicles of redemption, namely heroism and sacrifice, love and grace. 

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Imagining a survey

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Has my work helped...?

This was the subject line of a group e-mail I received. The gist of the e-mail was that the sender--a well-known self-help writer whose newsletter I subscribe to--wanted to find people for whom her writings have helped with food and diet and who might might be able to give endorsement in an television infomercial. Of course, the carrot of being on TV may be exactly the right impetus to trigger men and women to give the “right” answer to any sort of survey question, but I’m quite sure that most of this writer’s readers would give her high praise without need of a reward for doing so. 

That e-mail did make me wonder, though, about the prospect of an average person sending out an open-ended query asking, “Has my work helped you?” Say for example, the woman slicing cheese at the grocery store down the street or the man laying new asphalt on the road you take to work. Or the woman who cleans your hotel room bathroom or the man who checked the landing gear on the plane you’ll fly on tomorrow. I’m imagining an e-mail from one of them. “Has what I do helped you?” If it were possible for an average person to send out such an e-mail to those with whom his or her work intersected, an open-ended question like that with no reward for answering, a person-to-person e-mail and not a corporate survey, would responses be forthcoming? How might the surveyors’ lives be changed by some affirmation from an end user? How might the recipients be changed by being asked to look at someone that was before invisible?

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Each day I discover...

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“Each day I discover still more beautiful things; it’s enough to drive me mad. I want to do everything so much: my head is bursting from it.”

Claude Monet

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The hands that write

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One weekend in May a good chunk of Northeast Minneapolis gives way to an art festival, Art-A-Whirl, the largest open studio tour in the country. Galleries and booths dot city blocks, east to west, north to south, and fill old warehouses and manufacturing plants now converted to working artist studios and business. One of these buildings, the Casket Arts Building, still has the original company’s logo on its facade, The Northwest Casket Company, named for exactly what it used to produce on that site from 1882 through 2006. Its wide hallways and thresholds, and oversized sliding steel doors make it easy to imagine what workers used to roll from one room to the next. Artists work there now, painters, sculptors, tile makers, jewelers, and photographers.

I met Debra Hobbs there, a photographer and writer. Her work caught my eye. Her photographs were of hands. Writers’ hands.

For several years Debra has been taking pictures of writers’ hands, usually at book signings. In some cases the writer’s head or face gets in the picture too, but the body parts of focus are clearly the hands. Walking into her studio I first noticed Anne Lamott framed on the wall, her dreadlocks the giveaway because only the back of her head made it into the field of vision just under her hands lifting up a signed book to a waiting reader. Spread out on a table were collectible photograph postcards sleeved in cellophane. There was Natalie Goldberg, there Garrison Keillor, Louise Erdrich, and so many more. She calls the collection, The Writers Hands Series.

I bought two postcard photographs. Patricia Hampl signing A Romantic Education, her more recent Home Ground just adjacent on the table and Mary Karr signing Lit. In Hampl’s photograph, her profile made it into the shot (gray jacket, white shirt), and Debra added value to my purchase by telling me an insider story about a ring Hampl wears as she rang up my sale. In Karr’s photograph, she is cut off at the top unbottoned button on her fuchsia suit, on her left wrist is a silver watch and on her right, a silver woven bracelet; on her right middle finger, a silver and pearl ring; around her neck a silver Greek cross, which looks exactly like the cross I wear. The title page is open on the book in front of her and she is about to sign her name.

Debra makes no apologies that the photographs aren’t perfect. Some are blurred, some are cut off in ways a photographer wouldn’t choose for aesthetic reasons, the lighting is seldom optimal. Her purpose is not to take a portrait shot but to honor the hands, to catch them in motion, to raise them up for the readers attention.

We talked for awhile, Debra and I, and she told me she’s always been interested in hands and, the series arose from taking photographs at writing retreats with Natalie Goldberg in Taos and her love of going to author readings. What better take-away from the reading than a picture of the hands that wrote the book! The hands that wrote the book. Yes, dear reader, despite all our technological gizmos this is still how books get written. Actual hands laying down one word after another, one sentence after another, one paragraph, one chapter.

A printed four-paragraph statement accompanied the display and explains what she’s trying to do. It’s a tribute to writers who travel around to share their work. “Each photograph is a snapshot of the seconds when writer connects to reader.” It’s a tribute to writers who inspire other writers by their sharing. “Each time I listen to a writer speak about their work, I learn one more way to make writing my own. It is lineage.”

Debra has a website, RedRavine, which is actually a writing and creativity community centered around Writing Practice as taught by Goldberg. As of now she doesn’t sell these photographs online.

“With gratitude and respect to the wordsmiths who leave behind deep tracks on blistering beaches, unsteady cairns, frozen in slush and snow, years of their lives in solitude and on the road. Deep bow.”

–Debra Hobbs

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